A Little Bit Stronger

I'm usually a zombie in the morning while I get ready, but sometimes I listen to music while I get dressed and put on mascara (the final touch).  My radio in my bedroom is always tuned to 105.1fm, Go Country.  This morning I heard Rascal Flatts' "Winner In A Losing Game," and I got a little sentimental for a moment.  Then I heard Sara Evans' "A Little Bit Stronger," and I totally cried.  This song completely represents what I've been going through since Loren and I broke up.

"A Little Bit Stronger"

Woke up late today, and I still feel the sting of the pain.
But I brushed my teeth anyway,
got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face.
I got a little bit stronger.

Riding in the car to work, and I'm trying to ignore the hurt.
So I turned on the radio, Stupid song made me think of you,
I listened to it for minute, but then I changed it.
I'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger.

And I'm done hoping that we can work it out,
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around.
And ohhh
I'm done thinking, that you could ever change.
I know my heart will never be the same,
but I'm telling myself I'll be okay.
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.

Doesn't happen over night, but you turn around and a months gone by,
And you realize you haven't cried.
I'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer.
I'm busy getting stronger.

And I'm done hoping that we can work it out,
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around.
And ohhh
I'm done thinking, that you could ever change.
I know my heart will never be the same,
but I'm telling myself I'll be okay.
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.
I get a little bit stronger.

Getting along without you baby,
I'm better off without you baby,
How does it feel with out me baby?
I'm getting stronger without you baby.

And I'm done hoping that we can work it out,
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around.
And ohhh
I'm done thinking, that you could ever change.
I know my heart will never be the same,
but I'm telling myself I'll be okay,
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.
I get a little bit stronger.

I'm just a little bit stronger.
A little bit, a little bit, a little bit stronger.
I get a little bit stronger.

http://www.saraevans.com/

Whoa

My last post was on 1/31/2011.  It's now 3/10/2011.  Where has the time gone?  I have so much to catch y'all up on.  Bullet points?

*I broke up with Loren.  Bottom line, he just doesn't give me what I need and life is too short to settle.
*Work is good.  I have issues with a bullying bitch and my boss is stressed but I also have a good friend working with me now so balance is key.
*I love pregnant women.  There are 10+ preggos in my life right now and I love it.
*Weight.  I need to lose a lot.  More to come on that topic.

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